11.21.2006

LET ME BE!!!!!!

don't be too positive. don't be too idealistic. don't be too safe. why can't you just tell me if it's not possible for you to do? i can settle for something else. the question is can you?

it's not that easy. maybe for other people who are so blessed and gifted. but for an ordinary person like me, it's not. i don't know if you're doing this because you believe in me or because you just can't do what other "normal" people would do or would resort to doing. just tell me straight ok?

there are other options, you know. but you're looking too far. look around us first. there's nothing wrong with dreaming big. just be realistic. this is too much. lucky for me i haven't gone insane because of all the pressure i've been dealing with ever since i can remember.

i want to just throw my hands up in the air and give up. this is just too damn much...

11.03.2006

past (1)

one of our songs before...

baby I've been drifting away
dreaming all day
of holding you
touching you
the only thing I want to do
is be with you
as close to you
as I can be

let's make love
all night long
until all our strength is gone
hold on tight
just let go
i want to feel you in my soul
until the sun comes up
let's make love
oh, baby

do you know what you do to me
everything inside of me
is wanting you
and needing you
i'm so in love with you
look in my eyes
let’s get lost tonight
in each other

let's make love
all night long
until all our strength is gone
hold on tight
just let go
i want to feel you in my soul
until the sun comes up
let's make love
let's make love