woke up this morning, early this morning, and started with my daily routine. clean the room, clean the living room, and wash the dishes (if there are any left from last night's dinner). I finished by 10, and had nothing else to do but to watch TV.
JB said he envies me for being a "bum." I said he shouldn't. I've been throwing days and weeks into the trash for almost three months now. I may have gathered (some of) my documents, and met with friends here and there. But it doesn't come close to my relatively busy sched for the past 22 years of my life (ok, maybe just the last 19 years).
Just when I have to be "cracking on" with my application, it is when i can't do anything. i mean, i can do something but the major things on which that something depends on need to happen first. It'll be september this friday. i only have, at most, three weeks to have my visa, arrange my travel, and actually leave for the UK.
I don't know if i'll be able to make it by the two-week extension given to me. I want to leave. I don't want to waste anymore of my time. I'm still young, I know. But life,as they say, is short. I have to do what I want to do in life.
i'm getting restless by the minute...
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