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after talking to den in ym and msn, i now know why i'm so bothered by his situation. i fear for him. i don't want him to suffer like i did. i don't want him to reach the patethic state that i was in before. i don't want him to spend his time on things which are not meant to be. although i know that it's only normal for him to wish for a second chance and to dwell on the pain and misery, but i don't want it to last for a long time. i've told him twice to hope for the best but still expect the worst. he gave himself until the new year before actually giving up hope, i think. so that will be a total of 5 months. i'll give him that (he doesn't know it took me almost two years now before really setting my mind on moving on). but after the new year, i'd be a bit harder on him.